I know, this is supposed to be a running blog - and here I am venting about my family issues.
The final straw however has fallen, or bubble has broken, or whatever the saying goes. With Christmas approaching, this is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I mean you go to a Mall or watch TV and 9 out of 10 places you go or see things - it's Christmas music, Christmas sales, Christmas TV specials.
Even my home country of New Zealand celebrates Christmas.
Well, Christmas has been the furtherest from my mind, instead - today I have decided to be a little vulnerable and share my "family problems". I'm not going to seek a counselor for it, this Blog will be my therapy point. Maybe what is happening and what happened today to send me over the edge is a result of not getting enough rest. Or the kids getting the day off school (due to snow) and me still going in to work. Or maybe it is because I'm a so called "middle aged man" with a wife and 3 kids who all are great looking, smart, healthy - and I am weathered and often cranky, probably unbearable at times to them.
Sure I'm jealous - I mean, look at them. No don't, cause you can't. I don't want to really post photos of my family online for fear of the prettyness of my girls, my handsome son, my beautiful wife, falling into the hands or eyes of some creepy online trawler. My family is "eye-candy" I, not so much.
I get home at the end of the day today - having forgotten to take my running gear with me to sneak in a run sometime during the day - so that is 3 days this week that I have not run. But, I'm tired anyway and used it as an excuse, even with the snow and falling temparatures. I'm hungry. I'm not in the mood to do much of anything. I walk in the door and are met with a family from.......
The Christmas Tree is up. The girls have made a bunch of Christmas cookies. There's food on the table. There's my children giggling and playing nice together. My wife has the house looking great.
I'm spoiled. The problem with my family is: I don't deserve them. But with that being said, I'm gonna keep them. You who have families - you probably think they are the best. You are probably right. However, you keep yours. I'm keeping mine.